graduation....

i dont even want to go to school. its so hard not having your best friend their all the time. not having your lunch buddy. no random locker stops. nobody to tell all of my stories to. i mean i have lots of best friends, but hes the only one who know EVERYTHING. he knows things nobody else ever will. its really hard to have to go through everyday without him. it seems like ill never graduate. it seems like ill never make it to greenbay/milwaukee. i mean, well talk all the time, but its not the same. next year will be really hard. its just a really weird feeling, not having him there. but atleast i have dani to feel the same way with me. haha.i mean, when saturday rolls around and i see them all walk past me in the purple gowns, i wont even be able to hold my composure,but itll get better everyday. i hope...